Can I just start this post with telling all of you how lucky and blessed I am to live healthily and happily at the same time? Yeah, well, I am.
My life is crazy at this moment. I thought my schedule would be less hectic but dang, I was so wrong. I have classes from Monday to Thursday but also on Saturday. As for my job, I have tutoring appointments every Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. My only day off is Sunday which I use to tidy up my room.
There are so many times I want to scream and just stop everything. I want to stop working as a tutor and then stop going to my classes in uni so I can get some well-deserved sleep. But then I remember that I actually enjoy tutoring those kids and I need education for my future.
I can't tell you how good I feel when I can buy things on my own, or when I get good grades on my finals. The satisfaction I feel is indescribable.
To sum up things, my life is so freakishly crazy at the moment but I still enjoy it. Well, or maybe I try to enjoy it with my own way. Some of my decisions are shit but I don't want to make any excuses for them. Shit or not, those are the decisions I've made and I have to be responsible.
It's midnight and I'm sleepy also tired after a day full of work. I'll see you on the next post.
Kisses,
Dee
To sum up things, my life is so freakishly crazy at the moment but I still enjoy it. Well, or maybe I try to enjoy it with my own way. Some of my decisions are shit but I don't want to make any excuses for them. Shit or not, those are the decisions I've made and I have to be responsible.
It's midnight and I'm sleepy also tired after a day full of work. I'll see you on the next post.
Kisses,
Dee
