A woman's little note

Oh, hellooooooo! Sorry I've been MIA (Missing In Action) for a month but to my defense, I was really busy with a lot of activities and then I was sick for about a week. Sick, like.. really sick. I was hospitalized for 3 days and I had to take medicines for the next 5 days. I couldn't do anything. I could barely walk and eat properly. So yeah, it felt a lot like I was grounded because I couldn't touch my laptop, only my phone. But other than that, you could say I'm healthy now. I would like to hug and kiss my parents, especially my mom because they were there when I needed them the most. New semester! I'm officially a senior now. And to think a year could go that fast... such a mindblowing (I still remember perfectly I was a freshman last year, a junior). I'm including to those who have to make this kind of "welcoming celebration". Not exactly a celebration, we call it " Ospek " here in Indonesia but whatever. But for the reminder, i...

Aku benci hujan. Jalanan seakan menjadi tambah macet setiap kali langit menangis. Orang - orang yang sudah bisa dipastikan terlambat karena terjebak macet akan menjadi emosional. Sebagai pengguna motor, aku acapkali menjadi target amarah para pengemudi mobil yang tidak bisa menggerakkan kendaraan mereka. Membuat motor kesayanganku kotor oleh lumpur yang ada di jalanan. Padahal aku baru saja mencucinya hingga bersih mengkilap. Hujan juga menyebabkan cucianku menjadi susah kering padahal tumpukan pakaian bersih di lemariku sudah menipis. Dan lagi, hujan mengingatkanku pada perpisahanku denganmu di cafe tempat kita biasa hangout . I hate rain. It reminds me of you. Your gorgeous smile when you finally find your favorite smell.Or your grumpiness when your day starts with raining outside. The way your face lit up when I offer you a hot coffee from our favorite cafe. I hate rain so much because the momories keep floating back and it hurts me. No one could stop it, not ...

Aku harap aku bisa membaca pikiran orang lain seperti Edward, namun setelah dipikir lagi, memiliki satu pikiran saja sudah pusing, kenapa aku harus membaca pikiran orang lain? Bisa - bisa aku bisa lebih gila dari diriku yang sekarang. Mungkin aku bisa menjelma menjadi bunga. Namun setelah sepersekian menit, aku menghancurkan mimpi itu. Orang - orang mengagumi bunga, mereka berdecak kagum akan keindahan serta keunikan bentuknya. Tapi toh di akhir cerita mereka tetap memetik bunga itu, memberikannya kepada yang terkasih. Untuk apa aku menjadi bunga jika harus berakhir tragis -dipetik tanpa perasaan seperti itu? Aku juga pernah bermimpi menjadi kupu - kupu dengan sayap unik, indahnya tiada tara. Ah, tapi aku juga harus menghentikan mimpiku itu. Jikalau aku menjadi kupu - kupu cantik, aku sendiri tidak akan bisa melihat rupaku. Orang - orang juga akan mencelaku ketika aku masih menjadi ulat. Parahnya lagi, semakin cantik dan langka seekor kupu - kupu, maka masyarakat kita ini aka...

Hellooooooo! I'm so sorry I haven't written anything for a while. Yes, I'm on holiday but that doesn't mean I'm being a lazyass and just sleeping for days. The truth is I have a new hobby, actually it's not that new but I didn't really give it a go. I love  to learn about new things, especially when I'll be able to create my own version, be creative, as they say. I probably watch too much cooking shows on TV and the result is I really want to make something, with their recipes of course, but I also give my self a little challenge to twist them a bit. I had wanted to cook for a very long time. But for some financial reasons, I had to hold it. And now, alhamdulillah, my mom has some money to buy me the expensive ingredients. As for starter, I had made crepes a few months ago. Although I didn't really nail it, I was so proud of my self. Two days ago, I really wanted pancakes for breakfasting. And so, I told my mom about it. She fully sup...

According to Wikipedia.. Premenstrual syndrome  ( PMS ), also called  premenstrual tension  ( PMT ) is a collection of  emotional  symptoms, with or without physical  symptoms , related to a woman's  menstrual cycle . As for me, PMS is hell. I always  have cramps,  food cravings, tender breats, depression, and of course, mood swings. But it is the only time in a month I can be mad everything and no one will fight me back. Of course it's not right to use PMS as an excuse but who the hell cares? I easily get irritated, whether I'm on my period or when PMS attacks me. And truth to be told, I find everything and everyone is annoying. Like, when my bestfriends calling me names as a joke, if I'm not PMS-ing I'm just gonna flip that off and laugh with them but it is a whole different deal when the PMS attacks. I will be another person, it's like satan sneaks up to me (too much?). Men always complain when women are on their...

Hiya, how ya doing? Dari judul juga udah kelihatan ya mau bahas apa postingan gue kali ini. As my very first time to elect President, I'm super excited for this! I'm not gonna tell you serious things about the election, secara gue kan bukan ahli dalam hal politik. I just want to try to persuade you. Calm down, this is not a campaign for a certain candidate . There is no way I'm gonna do that. I also don't want to tell you who am I gonna choose to be the next president. No matter what happens, I will keep that as a secret. Although a lot of my friends shouting who will be the next president for Indonesia, I just find it weird. Maybe because I was taught to keep that as a secret. My dad is a civil servant, of course he taught me and my brother to not tell anyone about our choice. Gue ngerasa aneh bin ajaib aja gitu waktu beberapa temen gue dengan indahnya mengatakan kata - kata bujukan biar gue milih alias nyoblos calon presiden pilihan mereka. Serious...

Hello, beautiful people! I'm not dead, yayyyy!  Hahaha tapi gue tidur kek orang mati. Kalo inget gue kemaren tidur hampir 12 jam.. rasanya pengen tutup bantal karena malu! Ah, tapi seriusan bisa ngebantu emosi labil. Apalagi selama di Semarang, gue enggak pernah bisa tidur setenang itu. Bergalau bentar yak. Do you know that feeling when you see your crush is in love with someone else? I mean, the pain.. it hurts you so bad, isn't it? I don't exactly know whether my crush is in love or not- but I do have feeling he is. Everytime he looks at her, it's kind of same with the way I look at him (from the backseat, of course). You may think this way; "why are you jealous when you aren't even dating him?", but the truth is hell yeah, I'm jealous. I like him so much. Enggak seharusnya gue ngerasa kayak gini. Gue bukan siapa - siapa dia. Dan pula gue yakin 100% kalo dia enggak bakal pernah suka sama gue yang childish  nya naudzubillah ini. Sa...