Fanfictions

Hello to all of you!
I'm sorry I couldn't post any sooner than this. I was really busy nowadays and I can easily get tired just from my daily activities :(

I guess you guys have read my previous post? I should've sent that letter to him but well, I'm not that brave so, I won't. Plus, I don't want to disturb his happiness.

This is my secret I want to share with you; I love to read fanfictions (especially if it has One Direction boys in it). For some people, this probably sounds stupid but I'm personally get some advantages from reading those stories. They are perfectly written which is good because I can learn grammar and any other things. The other reason is that some sentences just fit with my life. If you were following me on twitter you must have known I often tweet something with ("), that means I'm quoting it. Whether from an article or just from a fanfiction. As long as it fits, I'd quote it. And now I'd like to tell you one of my favorite quote.

“When you love somebody, you have to let them go, and if they come back to you, they were meant to be yours... but if they don't, you were never meant to be.”

It's from a fanfiction entitled Warrior. I was too stunned when I first read it. Of course I heard or/and read it few times before this but when the writer of the story put it like that (which, of course, fits with the situation the main characters were in), it just, you know.. good.

I don't know the writer personally. Yeah, we've tweeted each other several times but I don't know how she could made my chest aching everytime the OCF (other character female) feels the pain. It was like we've been through the same thing. I felt her pain. Anyway, it is the sequel from another fanfiction and in the first book, the OCF've been betrayed. I know it just a story, yet I could feel what was she feel. The betrayal, I mean, it was so cruel, just like someone just betrayed me recently.

She trusted Harry just like I trusted him but then Harry betrayed her. It was so cruel like what he did to me (maybe not as cruel as Harry in the story but still cruel). The difference that Harry manages to come back to her life and makes her happy again while he is happy there with his girlfriend after ditched me. I don't even think he would say 'hi' if we accidentally met.. it's like I'm never exist in his life. And to be fucking honest, that hurts so much than any of you could've imagine.

It takes time to move on, to forget everything. But I'm working on it and reading those stories help me so much. Deep down inside of me, I know there are plenty girls who have more complicated love-life or maybe the same problem like me. And I know some of them are aching whenever reading stories similar to theirs. I'm not alone. So, don't you always blame fanfictions. It also has positive sides.

Cheers,
Dina