Trouble

Good morning, my dearest readers!
I really wanted to write a long post, tell you how this week passed. But it seems like God has other plan.

I just lost my laptop's charger, in my campus' mosque. That sounds crazy, isn't it? I don't know, I just felt disappointed. But I was lucky than my senior who lost his laptop.

And because of that, my post will be shorter. I was currently writing from my phone. Sure, I still can write a long one but it won't be that good. Also, it's much easier to write on my laptop.

So, yeah, that's kind of being my big trouble right now.

Location: Semarang, Semarang

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