A woman's little note

Semarang, 17 Januari 2013 “ No, you don’t understand–  ” “ I do, actually.  Kamulah yang tidak pernah tahu arti cinta sebenarnya.” “Aku tahu, kok! Berhentilah bersikap seakan kamu tahu semuanya! Ugghh.. kenapa kamu jadi menyebalkan seperti ini?!” teriakan putus asaku berhasil membuat perhatian orang – orang di dalam café yang sedang kami singgahi tertuju pada kami. Lana hanya menggelengkan kepalanya. “Bukan aku yang menyebalkan.  You’re just too stubborn . Aku berjanji akan sering mengirim  e-mail , menelponmu lewat skype, atau sekedar  chatting  denganmu melalui  facebook . Putus bukan berarti aku akan bersikap masa bodoh dan mengacuhkanmu. Bersikaplah dewasa, peri kecilku.” “ Stop calling me that!  Aku bukan peri kecilmu dan aku sudah dewasa! Umurku saja sudah sembilan belas tahun, kenapa kamu masih memanggilku seperti itu?!” amarahku semakin memuncak. Ingin rasanya aku menangis karena amarah yang aku tahan daritadi sudah m...

Oh hi, hello! Been a while since my last post. I'm sorry for that. I was so busy with my exam and such, but look at bright side; I'm on holiday now! Cheers for two-weeks-being-lazyass LOL Alright, this time I'm gonna share my thought with y'all (not that I've never done that before..). But really, my life just turned upside down less than one-day. So, yeah, whatever. I closed my eyes for a moment with a hope you'll wake me but it didn't happen They told me that loving someone isn't easy Not as easy as you wear a hat You'll see little things the other can't see When I fell in love for the very first time I wasn't ready to  feel,  so.. heartbroken And even after those times I'll never be ready That wasn't good, I know. I'm not that kind of person who decides to write a poem when shit happens. Nope, uh-oh. I'm kind of person who writes it in a story, I mean, maybe I'm not a good...