Friday Letter (4)

Dear friend,

I'm not really good at expressing my own feelings. However I'm kind of good at writing things, so I'm just gonna write it down here.

I don't like when people go all bossy on me. Like, you're not even my boss. Why would you do that to me? Am I not nice enough to you? I can't hate people, period. I'm annoyed but I can't hate people permanently. After few days I'm just gonna forgive them.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I'm kind of person who get jealous over silly things. I have a crush and I just get really jealous whenever he's close to another girls. He is a flirt, I admit that one. But I don't think he could be 'that' flirt. Also, I start to think he's in love with one of my friend, which is really hurts. Love is sucks sometimes.

"We accept the love we think we deserve." - The Perks Of Being a Wallflower

And to think, maybe Stephen Chbosky is right after all. I know many good people who choose wrong people to date. Like, they're not nice. Those people treated them badly and it just so not fair. But I really hope those who've been treating badly will realize that they can have someone much better than their current boyfriends/girlfriends.

"I guess we all forget sometimes. And I think everyone is special in their own way. I really do."

If nobody's ever told you that, I will. Whoever you are, you are special. I think it is really important for us to tell people how special they actually are. Because even it just a single simple compliment, "you look nice" can be a huge different to someone. We can make their days even more brighter.

"When someone that good, somebody has to tell them." - Camp Rock

We can't choose where we came from. But we always can choose where we go from there. People might bring us down then what? We still can do things -crazy, weird, silly- on our own.

I hope you have a good day.

Dina