Recent Thoughts
It's been so fucking long since my last post. A lot of things have happened during the past 2 years. I'm still working as a freelancer after resigning from my almamater. I was admitted to the mental ward again in 2024 because I had very bad depressive episodes for a few days straight. I ended up staying 4 days at the hospital because I was so distraught that it made people worried about my well-being. I had a boyfriend too, you know? We dated for about 1.5 years until I found out that he was flirty as fuck on Threads. I was okay at first, even though we already planned to be engaged in December (this month LOL), it was better late than never. He started replying to women on Threads since September last year, but I only found out last September. He went on like nothing was wrong for a whole year. When I confronted him, he said that it was a mistake. "Khilaf" in his own words. We lost contact since then. But I recently decided to unfollow wedding vendors; MUA, WO servic...