Wednesday, March 27, 2013

How could you judging someone you don't know?

Hello! What's up??
I supposed to be studying but I think I really have to get this thoughts off of my head. It disturbs me everytime I try to study ughhh..

I just thinking, how could people judging on other people without knowing them first? Like they're judging in front of their computers, behind those screen, saying bad things about someone through the internet. Do you think it's good?

Well, in my opinion it's not and never good. I made a video to stop people hating on Niall Horan and well I surprised with the amount people watching it. Not everyone saying good things tho, there are several people who commented he's ugly and stuff. Even one saying that I'm as an editor of that video, retarded.

I was like, wow. Really, though I always be a brat in school I never say that to the other. No matter how bad they hurted me, I would definitely never say that. Let just think for a moment; shall we?

When you judging someone because her/his body, think again...
You clearly have NO IDEA how bad she/he wants to lose her/his weight. I'm fat yeah, and it's hurts a lot when people calling me that.. they didn't know what I do to lose my weight.

When you judging someone because you are smarter than him/her, think again...
You won't be called SMART if they are smart. You can be smart because there are people who can't be smart enough. You are nothing beside smart people.

When you judging someone; calling them bitch, think again...
Do you know she pays everything with her own money? Do you know if her dad left her and her mum was ill? Do you know that her little brothers crying almost everyday because they are in hunger?
You don't know, do you? It's much better if you shut the hell up.

When you judging someone because they didn't have their first kiss yet, think again...
Do you know they were suffering from their childhood nightmare? Watching their parents fighting everyday make them scared, they scared to trust people, to start a relationship.

You don't know ANYTHING about them. You don't even know their full names yet you still judging them. It's pathetic, really. Don't you have important thing to do? Or maybe you don't have a life so you spend your days to judging people?

Attention seeker. Pshhh, pathetic much, rite?

Cheers,
Dina

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Kamu

Galauan gue waktu gak bisa move on. Maafin yak kalo kalian jadi mellow juga abis baca ini fufufu *holdasmirk*

Hey, apa kabar?

Aku tahu kamu baik-baik saja disana. Kamu sedang menikmati hidup, menghabiskan masa remajamu untuk bersenang-senang dengan sahabat barumu.
Maaf, aku terlalu bodoh. Aku bodoh karena tidak bisa melupakan kamu, kita. Maaf, kamu terlalu baik untukku.

'Kita' tidak akan pernah kembali lagi, bukan? Kamu dan duniamu, aku dan duniaku. Kita bahkan mungkin memiliki opini tersendiri tentang 'kita'. Aku selalu merasa akulah yang tepat untukmu. Terdengar egois memang, aku mengakuinya, tetapi bagaimana pun juga aku tetap merasa begitu atau lebih tepatnya, aku masih merasa begitu. Namun kurasa, kita tidak pernah sejalan. Di saat aku mati-matian merindukanmu di sini, kamu sedang tertawa di sana. Sakitkah aku?

Tahukah kamu berapa waktu yang kuhabiskan untuk menangisimu? Tahukah kamu berapa banyak air mata yang telah kuteteskan untukmu? Jika ada seseorang bilang hidup itu 'fair enough', aku akan tersenyum dan berkata, "Hidup tidak selalu adil. Nanti akan ada saatnya dimana kamu merasa hidup sangat amat tidak adil. Tidak sekarang memang, tapi saat itu akan datang."

Kamu, sebuah kata sederhana yang tak pernah lepas dari teka-teki. Ratusan atau bahkan ribuan pertanyaan tentang kamu selalu saja datang setiap harinya. Sakit memang, memikirkan orang yang bahkan tidak pernah sekali pun memikirkan kita. Tapi mau bagaimana? Namamu seakan sudah tercetak secara permanen di bagian tubuhku. Bisa hilang namun pasti membekas.

Kadang aku berpikir, andai saja aku lebih kurus, apakah kamu akan tetap menyukaiku?

Aku benci situasi kita sekarang. Benci sekali. Kita yang dulu sering ngirim SMS gak penting "tapi lagunya si A itu jeleeeekk, bagus punya B kemana-mana lah!", kita yang sering ngatain 'kebo' ke satu sama lain. Kita yang sering SMS an sampe malem "good night and have a nice dream :)". Kemana semua kesenangan itu hilang? Aku merindukan masa-masa bodohku bersamamu. Polos, gila, tapi asyik, itulah kita beberapa tahun yang lalu.

Sekarang?

We don't even talk that much.
Sadarkah kamu bahwa kalimat 'aku kangen kamu' aku katakan hampir setiap hari? Gila memang. Iya gila, gila karena aku kangen kamu, aku kangen 'kita'.