A woman's little note

Hai! Udah berapa lama gue nggak nulis? Lama banget kayaknya. Sorry, everytime I started to write something I always ended up delete it accidentally. My bad habit; never saved it first. My fault, I knowwwww, and sorry for that. Jadi post kali ini sebagian besar udah gue tulis seminggu yang lalu, tapi entah karena alasan apa (gue sendiri juga lupa), gue gagal nyelesein ini seminggu yang lalu. But the truth is what happened a week ago, most likely happened today too. Dan lagi dikarenakan gue barusan pulang dengan keadaan capek yang amat sangat, lapar, dan galau, post kali ini ditulis pake bahasa Indonesia. Apa hubungannya? Ya lo pikir nulis postingan full-English gampang? Gue pribadi lebih sering kena writers block kalo nulis pake bahasa Inggris dibanding bahasa Indonesia. Iya, gue emang anak sastra Inggris tapi bukan berarti tiap postingan harus pake bahasa Inggris (capek mikirnya juga, cuy). Gimana pun juga bahasa Indonesia masih bahasa ibu buat gue. Hari ini rasanya perasaan gue ...

Holla! Been a while since my last post (I told you about my lost, didn't I?). So, today I'd like to share one of my favorite song from a great female singer who's been my idol since I was in middle school, Demi Devonne Lovato. For you who don't know her.. it's 2013! (Google it, please.) So yeah, this song pretty much tells you about what I feel right at this moment, except the part 'kiss' (I don't have my first kiss yet, judge me). I don't want to give rants here in the beginning, so I decided to tell what's this song about in the end of this post, from my opinion, of course. Demi Lovato - I hate you, don’t leave me Hey, hey.. Yeah, Yeah.. I hate you, don’t leave me I feel like, I can’t breathe Just hold me Don’t touch me And I want you to love me But I need you to trust me Stay with me Set me free But I can’t back down No I can’t deny that I’m staying now ‘Cause I can’t decide Confused and scared I am terrified of y...

Good morning, my dearest readers! I really wanted to write a long post, tell you how this week passed. But it seems like God has other plan. I just lost my laptop's charger, in my campus' mosque. That sounds crazy, isn't it? I don't know, I just felt di sapp ointe d. But I was lucky than my senior who lost his laptop. And because of that, my post will be shorter. I was currently writing from my ph one. Sur e, I still can write a long one but it won't be that good. Also, it's much easier to write on my laptop. So, yeah, that's kind of being my big trouble right now.

Hello there! Gimana kabar hari ini? Sudah move on-kah kamu? Belum? Well , cepetan move on deh. Nggak bagus terus-terusan mikirin doi mantan ngeselin yang belum tentu mikirin kamu. #ciyebanget #tumbenbijak #digebukinmassa #alaybangetsihini Let's forget about what I wrote above... I'm still in for a good story. Why? Because I'm in a good mood (big yay for that!). This started when Dita (my new-and-crazy bestfriend in college) asked me to come with her to Tugu Muda monument, to watch our friends acted like heroes (it was really good, I swear, but there was time when I had to hold back my laugh because their silly faces). And because I don't really like to spend my Sunday alone, I agreed. The thing was.. I can't ride motorcycle, yet. I can, yeah, but not really good like I used to before the accident (yes, I had an accident about four or five years ago. It was pretty bad, I had to rest for total two weeks). That's why I couldn't go out like my ...

I was just listening to Lego House by Ed Sheeran, so excuse any cheesiness in this post. Where should I start? Oh right,  last post . I spent like two damn hours to wrote that. And fyi, that was probably a long time since I never wrote something that short before (a few, maybe, but I didn't really think when I wrote them). I felt like I needed to do something to prevent me from doing something stupid. Kenapa judulnya frasa aneh kayak gitu? ( Why did you give such a weird phrase to be a title? ) First of all, because I think the phrase fits more than any sentence I could make. Yellow light means 'steady' or be careful in traffic. In my case, yellow light means I have to be careful. Careful to not fall too deep (again) for this particular guy. As much as I love to admit how cute he is, there is no way I'd just fall like that (he made me fall, kind of..), I'm too scared. With all shit going on in my life right now, I don't think fall for someone...

I don't know why I'm writing this, honestly. Maybe I just need something. Something to hold on, something that will never laugh at me the way normal people do. Or maybe I write and wish, this shouldn't be happening. Not after some shit happen in the past few years. I just.. scared, I guess. There's a guy who's having my heart for the third time we met. Yes, third . I won't tell his name, no. That's probably the last thing I'd do right at the time. The first time we met.. it was orientation day (actually, he saw me first on pre-orientation day but I didn't notice him sit not far from me). We were in the same group (it was just me and two other friends from my faculty). The 1st day was.... pretty awkward. I didn't even know his name. But we finally knew each other names the next day. I'm such an awkward person. I always shy for the first time meeting new people. Sounds silly, I know. It happens because meeting new people is ac...

So, let me say hi first to all of you. Tunggu, udah berapa lama gue nggak nge- blog ? Udah cukup lama kayaknya, gue bahkan udah hampir yakin blog  kesayangan gue ini bakal lumutan ( as if it lived ).  Beberapa bulan terakhir emang banyak hal terjadi di kehidupan gue. Forget about I didn't get in to a-certain-state-university , gue tetep kuliah kok, di swasta.  Yap, swasta. Universitas 17 Agustus 1945 (Untag) Semarang. Nggak sekeren universitas negeri emang, at least I'm studying what I love . Gue ambil jurusan sastra Inggris, bahasa kerennya English Literature . Agak susah juga kalo gue bilang. This blog currently semi-hiatus from now on. I try to fix some things. Hopefully, this blog will looked more 'mature'. I mean, I basically grow up writing here. So, as I grow up, I also want this blog to 'grow' a little bit :) Ini cuma permulaan aja sih. I really don't like the idea about delete this blog . Jadi, biar gue dan kalian readers ngg...